| Life's Lesson |
[22 Feb 2007|10:15pm] |
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Why is that when you're friends with someone it goes great for a while then it just seems to disappear into air? I just can't take it anymore. I think everything is alright with my friendships with peers in school. But it's not fucking alright. If you really think, I'm that pathetically dimwitted then you are very, VERY wrong. You're the one that comes out looking stupid because I know and I'm not going to let it be anymore. If you want to be friends, fine. Then act like it. On the the other hand, how can you sit there and act like you care and want to be my friend when obviously your actions say different. Let me put it out there ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS...it's so easy to see what you really mean. I'm so sick of the lies. It makes me feel guilty and like a burden on you. These kind of friendships drive me up the wall because all you do is lie straight to my face and pretend with the fakest smiles I've ever seen in my life. But I'd appreciate it if you would come clean and tell me. It's not as hard as you think. I'm not going to be angry or depressed. I'd like it if you told me that way there can be closure. Friends aren't meant to last forever. Friends come and go. But there are special exceptions. I thought some people were, but now I know those exceptions haven't come into my life yet. I'm fed up and frustrated. I'm not going to waste anymore of my time and my breath. Life is just too damn short for that.
<333 Emaya
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[10 Feb 2007|10:54pm] |
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Hey guys!!! Today has been a very BLAH day. I was really tired from being ill these past couple months. I'm kind of worried that I'll never be healthy again...Oh well part of living in crazy weather NY. Anyways, mostly I just chilled in my room until my mum decided that we were going out to dinner. We went out to Uno's and once again my mum and brother started to fight about how selfish my brother is about wanting things ALL the time. I just tuned them out with my i-pod and munched away at my dinner plate. After dinner, we went to the mall. I got a new microphone for my laptop. So now I can record songs with Voice Recorder and talk to friends on instant messenger. I'm really really thrilled about that. My mum and I went to the TTNY store, which is like a formal wear store for girls. I wasn't really planning on finding my prom dress this early, but I did!!! It's really beautiful. It's got an attached corset top with a tulle/gauze bottom with embroidery. It's a sky blue with the embroidery being pink, yellow, and some sequins. Everyone said I looked gorgeous in it. I looked just like Cinderella except with black hair instead of blonde. I cannot wait for prom now. On the way home my brother had to be an arse and now I can't even be around his presence he makes me so upset. He spoiled the mother-daughter moment we had in the dress store. My mum and I barely have those moments anymore and he had to be the attention hog and ruin it with a tantrum. Honestly my brother's almost 16 and he acts like he's 6. My mum and him are still at each other's throats and I do anything I can just so I don't have to be involved. Well that was my rant for the week.
<3333 Emaya
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| Snow Day!!!! |
[06 Feb 2007|06:09pm] |
Hey everyone!!!! Today was great. I got to sleep in late which was only eight in the morning. I felt really refreshed from getting a good night's sleep. I pretty much just did homework all day which included HOL homework as well. I found out that I could possibly go to Prophecy '07, a Harry Potter themed conference. I'm really really REALLY excited about it. It's going to be in Toronto during August 2 to August 5. So I definitely have that to look forward to this summer.
<333 Emaya
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